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- J0 First day without tobacco, the headache and hunger are felt, but I must continue to fight!Posté sur STOP TOBACCO
- J0 No sofa no bed during the dayStarted on 20/07/2026 à 12h30Goal set: 15 daysPosté sur STOP PROCRASTINATION
- J14 again gland on the couchEnded on 20/07/2026 à 12h30 — FatigueGoal failed: 15 daysPosté sur STOP PROCRASTINATION
- J0 I'm getting back into it, my goal is to go 30 whole days without smoking.Started on 20/07/2026 à 20h00Addiction level: 18 cigarette(s) par jourGoal set: 30 daysPosté sur STOP TOBACCO
- J43 Non-existent unhealthy cravings and a better libido (although it is a conscious effort) with my girlfriend.New rank achieved: - ChampionPosté sur STOP PORN
- J0 Hello, the book here is not the right one but since the one I am reading is not already registered so I notified and took a book with more pages and by the same author.Book in progress
Le Moyen-Orient et le monde - Bertrand Badie, Dominique Vidal
Page: 150 / 260
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- J1956 I have consulted typical sex shop sites since this morning, particularly for fetish clothing which I will not detail, and sex toys, as well as lingerie (no purchase).
I bought some for a nice sum on Sunday already (more than 300/400€, 5 different purchases linked to that).
I had my first debtor anonymous meeting that same evening after beating around the bush for a long time, and after an SA member told me about his own experience there a few days before.
I did affiliated image searches on Google for fetish clothing, to see the rendering with other photos of the models present on the merchant sites, or to see the rendering of a color of the material in question. Things leading to others, I came across sites bordering on photography, because they were clearly erotic for some (I registered on one of these fairly well-known sites which is not pornographic, then I deleted the account later in the day, because it was not good for me after my total relapse today).
Things continued with product searches, then I consciously relapsed onto a type of completely pornographic content because the model was not a photo model who takes photos for fetish sales sites, but a model who does porn (she had a product on her that I coveted). Then I took out a subscription which I deleted immediately, I had two acting outs (2 masturbations) with no other use than the screen (image/videos without sound), no object or anything else used.
Everything is linked I must say to my search for a favorite product, the affiliated Google image search was a risky idea, a risk already taken in the past, I have been playing with the lights like this for too long, now I am paying for my inconsistency in half measure.
So I reset my 2 counters, masturbation and porn stopped for over 5 years.
In the end I didn't spend anything else, but I got through all the possible relapses...
Ended on 14/07/2026 à 15h00Goal achieved: 365 daysÀ la Une 496 7d 14h18m52s1 4Posté sur STOP PORN
- J44
[li]List of things to do to counter procrastination (under construction):[/li] [li]– Read every day (05/17/2026).[/li] – Go to the cinema once a week (07/01/2026)New rank achieved: Warrant OfficerPosté sur STOP PROCRASTINATION
- J240 Hello everyone, I am announcing my breakdown last Friday, I know that I could have held on I am used to it, it was not at all due to a strong impulse or a strong excitement, I had a desire and despite hesitation, I ended up giving in, there was weariness to tell the truth, I was tired of holding on and that day, I had a withdrawal which had already been repeated not every day. days but for two weeks before, like when you don't see a friend leaving my seasonal job.
And I no longer had any inspiration to create my own scenarios in my head, there too, I was tired. And when you start watching it again, in addition to masturbating, there's an alchemy, I don't know, but it's much more enjoyable.
At the time I felt a little normal, but I no longer eat my brain like before, being used to going several months without watching this stupid sequel.
It sucks in quotes to start everything from scratch but that's okay, I'm better equipped than before with all these months of rebooting.
the only thing that bothers me is that I have a hard time, really a hard time keeping it together in the long term, I always end up breaking down. I am more of a spirit, a sprinter than a marathon runner.
I had already seen a sexologist in April 2024, I was well rated on Google. explaining my longevity problem without watching porn.
But in the end I was not satisfied. It was not what I expected.
It's been a long time since I observed the causes, and in particular being single since your first masturbation, it hurts 😣
in any case, I really thought I would do a year, that was the goal I had set in mind, but in the end I stopped at about eight months, well, that's already not bad compared to others who struggle or who simply can't do it.
But what annoys me is chaining your withdrawal and always coming back to the point. A (porn).
I don't know if I'm going to take up the challenge now or wait until August or not come back here again and be sure that on stopfap, it's quite a lot of times to rest, going through withdrawals, it's mentally tiring. Maybe I'm weaned after so long.
I'm wary, I still watched porn for three days, it's a gluttony, a bit like a pro bodybuilder who eats pizza again after the competition.
Honestly. I didn't think that my addiction would be so tough, moreover, I have never found a palliative for my two addictions, porn and Fap, it is only there that I manage to escape from all this world of bullies of my anxieties, even reading is not as powerful, nor even sport to compensate. And with the Internet you have access to all the photos of (good) women, tall little blondes and black Martians. That doesn't help at all, even if they're just pixels. In any case, I might try my luck again with a sexologist.
Despite the many books I have ordered lately. I ordered a new book on the theme of pornography that I had never explored in books before. To put an end to porn, understand the influence of thwarting sexual misery by Thomas Julien, published by Saint-Léger.
Take care of yourself and don’t give up!Ended on 10/07/2026 à 15h03 — OtherPunchizz reported a slip 3 days ago.Posté sur STOP PORN
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middle_boy
1 month ago:
@Fiducia: I often fall into this trap on Saturday morning, it's a complicated thing. Good luck to you.
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middle_boy
2 days ago:
@Redemption_in_process: A little more than that I would say.
Yes you may be right, I have difficulty putting things into perspective. No relapse for 6 days today.
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